最近要面對嘅事真系好多。Steve媽媽嘅身后事，我同Steve嘅婚禮，公司每日都完成唔到嘅quota，屋企多咗兩個人要兼顧，每日嘅時間我都唔夠用。以前我一個禮拜full time， 仲可以翻10個鐘左右電臺，做自己想做嘅嘢。依家，電臺嘅工作量由一個禮拜10個鐘，減至兩個鐘啦，但系自己嘅時間都系唔夠用。就連星期五去團契都唔系甘容易。如果團契完咗之后先翻屋企，就冇人煮飯，屋企連個細嘅就要等我11點翻到屋企先有飯吃。上個禮拜試過一次，發現行唔通，心情好矛盾。
過去一個月，成個人都唔知道自己做緊乜。每日都趕緊失去嘅時間，追翻尋日交唔到嘅數，睇翻未溫習完嘅書本……日日如是，好似永遠都見唔到將來，就連今日，都活唔到--因為我系活緊昨天！Why am I living in the past?? I am not looking back, but istead, I am working and living things that I can't achieve yesterday.... I am started to break down....
Tears couldn't stop running down from my eyes. I couldn't find anyone to talk to. When I want to talk to Steve, he's always busy; when he has time to talk, I've already had too much feelings bundled up together that I didn't know where to start.
He now only has time for his cousins, which he should. Now I am taking everything myself. I have no one else besides Him. My Lord, My Jesus.
I told Him everything, and I pray to Him, to help me be strong.
Stay strong.
Love.
過去一個月，成個人都唔知道自己做緊乜。每日都趕緊失去嘅時間，追翻尋日交唔到嘅數，睇翻未溫習完嘅書本……日日如是，好似永遠都見唔到將來，就連今日，都活唔到--因為我系活緊昨天！Why am I living in the past?? I am not looking back, but istead, I am working and living things that I can't achieve yesterday.... I am started to break down....
Tears couldn't stop running down from my eyes. I couldn't find anyone to talk to. When I want to talk to Steve, he's always busy; when he has time to talk, I've already had too much feelings bundled up together that I didn't know where to start.
He now only has time for his cousins, which he should. Now I am taking everything myself. I have no one else besides Him. My Lord, My Jesus.
I told Him everything, and I pray to Him, to help me be strong.
Stay strong.
Love.
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